Tuesday, June 30, 2009

I was never born a romanian

Some days ago I was talkin with ma sistah and I was listenin to Calvin Richardson (soul singer, half-brother of Kc and Jojo) and I felt something special about this artist and the way he feels what he sings so I wrote a message on myspace, of course thinkin I'll never get a reply. I woke up some hours ago after that, and guess what? 1 e-mail in my myspace inbox. Who's there? Mail from Calvin himself. Oh my God!!! Couldn't believe there are still out there artists that really care, as my opinion bout them really changed in the last years as I got closer to them. They are humans too. So Cal was really happy and he said smth like: "thank you for bein unselfish enough to share your true feelings with me"!!! LIKE COMMON!!! I was amased!!! There r still people that care about true feelings and to be true in what they express. Music is life baby.
Then today I found out that my perspective about: I don't need religion to believe in God, is Common's perspective too, as he has a verse that says: "why I gotta have religion if I believe in God?" Like Common, again!!! Big spirits meet each other in spirit, that's what my philosophy teacher used to say and it's definitely true.

And then the last bomb, 2 hours ago or so... I found a chance, a big chance, but I don't wanna talk about it right now. If something materializes I'll halla. But, still I can't believe it!!! Like, last night I was screamin about hatin bein here and everythin, bout not havin chances to fully express what I'm feelin, where I wanna do that, and today??? What??? Pfff... God!!!

As we know, me n ma sis: "There is a God if you need a reason"!!! I'ma always say: God Bless 2Pac wherever he's at.

One Love

BELIEVE!!! that's the key to everythang!!!

WHY???

PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
Oh my God how many things happen...
I post some lyrics to have them here:

Jadakiss & Nas & Common - Why - remix

"Anthony Hamilton: intro
all that i've been givin
is this pain that i been livin
that got me in the system
why they gotta do me like that


Styles p:
Why is garbage music selling a lot?
Why is the music industry state of mind real far from hip hop?
Why vote republican if u black?
Why build more jails, less schools? cuz we under attack
Why keep the 4-pound in the air?
The revolution will not be televised, get from around here
Why I keep my right fist in the sky?
I let em kno that "We Gon Make It" don’t plan our demise
Why u gotta teach ya kids on ya own?
cuz when u get in a zone they bringin u in, u both getting cloned
Why we still gotta pray to Allah?
Cuz hip hop is a new world order n they playin us hard
Why rappers gettin protection?
Why the country aint flip when they jerked the votes the last election?
Why I die for all my beliefs?
I gotta look at my kids, id rather smile than cry when they sleep
THAT’S WHY!

Anthony Hamilton: Chorus
why, why that got me struggling
all the brothers locked behind bars
chained up in the system goin crazy
i betta leave my pistol home, why

Common:
Why do they say I changed for a girl?
Why you worried about my clothes if my flows gonna change the world?
Why u wait till ur 30 to try to be hard?
Why I gotta have religion if I believe in god?
Why is Bush actin like he trying to get Osama?
Why don’t we impeach him and elect Obama?
Why aint Rick James remembered for classic hits?
Why do we remember Rick for smacking a bitch?
Why did Ricky Williams retire? They mad in Miami
Why did Justin sell Janet out to go to the Grammy’s?
Why u kill on every song?
Why u frown at the screen?
There's so many thrones, why we argue who is the king?
Why it's over for the gangster
Why it's over for bling
Why they hype Britney up? They kno she cant sing
Why a whip and a chain the black American dream?
Why I know it in my heart it remains unseen
Why?

Chorus

Nas:
Yo 'Kiss they wanna hide from the truth, its ya comrade Nas, right here lets go
Roll or not Blood of a panther
Why is the question, what is the answer?
Got a suggestion here's an example
Why don’t we build our own airlines, states, and highways?
Fly to Africa do some trades with Zimbabwe?
Why did Malcom’s misson die with the man?
Why aint we pick it up where he left it and carry out his plan?
Why the merger try to exclude L.A Reid?
He brought you usher, outkast, top selling CDs.
Why do half of America got aids?
Why do schools care bout ur sons braids more then they care for his grades?
Why do they hate our white t-shirts and hats turned backwards?
And why is Jesus Christ never played by black actors?
And why aint there an MC that can touch me nor budge me?
And why is the Nas the best thing in rap since Chuck D?
And why this record aint sell 5 million (mill yet)? Jada’s as real as it get
Put my money where my mouth is and do something bout this.

Chorus

Jadakiss:
Yo by thugs im surrounded
Tell me why is it the money motivates me but the love keeps me grounded?
Why my cases aint get thrown out?
Why team USA keep getting blown out?
Why the democratic party aint getting with me?
Why they still hanging black bodies in Mississippi?
Why did governer McGreevey get caught with a lizard?
And why they take away Shyne’s phone calls and visits?
And why I been hot for 7 years?
Why the new M-5 come with 7 gears?
Please tell me why yall keep making that trash
Why they reinstating the draft?
Why is it so much hatin' u have?
Why sell records and keep work?
Why be on stage with the dread with the feet work? shit is real
Why when a loved one dies u miss them?
Why it took for me to make why for yall to listen?"

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

de ce sunt femeile atat de proaste, frate???

bai, deci m-am saturat pana peste cap de prostiile din capul femeilor...
cat sa fii de nesigura pa tine si frustrata sa te ataci de la niste comentarii pa care le gasesti, postate din '54 la "iubitul" tau, pa nush ce site???
Doamneeeeeeeeeeeeeee, nu credeam s-o mai vad si p-asta
adica eu de la nush cate mii de km ce pot face eu fratele meu?
dar problema aici, nu este cu mine, sau cu, cat este de buna ciocolata aia de langa tine... problema e cu frustrarile alea grave din capu tau, care tu esti fratele meu acolo si-n loc sa te uiti la ce ai si langa cine ai ajuns sa stai in primul rand, te apuci sa te certi pa site-uri frate, cu fantome fratele meu!!!
am tensiune 400!!!
tot timpul am dat peste natia asta de muieri. si-mi tot dau peste nas spunandu-mi ba, barbatii stiu aia ce stiu despre ele, ca-n fond si la urma urmei, ei le suporta... dar cum poti ma sa suporti, ca barbat, una care nu te lasa sa te uiti nici in dreapta nici in stanga, nici inainte nici inapoi, ci numai in directia in care se afle ea? mi se pare absurd
si mi se pare si mai trist, cand lucrul asta se intampla la o varsta, cand se presupune totusi ca ai capu ala pe umeri pentru ceva, ca ti-ai dat seama cine esti si ce vrei si ce probleme ai si cum le poti rezolva, nu ca la 15 ani incepi sa le imparti in stanga si in dreapta
ma intreb, cum poti ma ca femeie sa te duci tu ditai sigura pa tine pa strada, cand se uita toti dupa tine, si ai tot ce poti scos p-afara, da ajungi bai, langa unu d-asta de si Soarelui ii e greu sa-l priveasca, cat poate fi de frumos si de pur, si tu!!! tu aia mega sigura pa tine, incepi frate sa-l ponegresti p-ala, cu tampeniile, idioteniile, frustrarile alea mari cat china si reprosurile tale.
bai si mai e o idee pa care femeile n-o pot intelege: timpul frate. ala care a trecut ramane trecut, si daca tu te trezesti sa apari dupa ce s-au batut nemtii cu germanii, nu e vina nimanui, fiecare are timpul lui daca stie sa-l valorifice!!!
si-o sa inchei, pentru ca nu mai am nervi cu ce zicea Octavian Paler, God Bless His Soul:

"Asta nu intelegeau femeile la mine. Ele vroiau neaparat sa ma vindece de singuratate, cand eu nu le ceream decat sa ma ajute s-o indur".


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